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He ghosted me for life for years, I,thought I loved him,while he ghosted me for life. For ,life, Yes , for life, I am living in fear of him,” he left a wound for life in my soul: the price I paid for an “ Illision of love” for which I feel so embarrassed.

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Perfection How can I begin to describe or explain how much I crave perfection in myself And in the things I do It's self-destructive, self damaging And yet it has me on my knees as I subdue To the overwhelming thoughts and desires that I must be nothing then the best That I cannot rest until I'm satisfied Even if it drains me mentally Harms me emotionally It's addicting and I believe if I don't meet the status quo, I'm not worthy enough to even be around. Whatever I do is garbage And I cannot stand next to the greats To tell the truth, I've envisioned the perfect version of myself One with no flaws, every trait and quality I lack Someone who picks up a pen and writes beautiful words and heart-wrenching stories Someone who attracts everyone, Who takes the spotlight, Who never feels the sadness and torment of not belonging. The pressure I carry is the constant reminder that I must do more That I have to break through this door And achieve my goals before certain age. The time is ticking, I must hurry and speed up my pace But the more I live that way, The harder it is to enjoy anything. Even doing the things I love But honestly it feels like a race Against my friends, People I know, even myself I scream "Help me! Help me! When I feel like I'm sinking in high expectations that push yet handicap me Into needing to prove that I am capable of overcoming the challenges Physically, I see the facial features and body parts that sentence me to the low numbers on the beauty scale Intellectually, I feel dumb, perhaps stupid, when I can't grasp or comprehend what is easy for others to understand Personality-wise, I'm tossed to the side, For being quiet, for not following the crowd, For dreading that others will think I'm not interesting and just boring So I'll be invisible, Wondering where I went wrong, Why I can't be this ideal person that I imagine in my mind It's always perfection that I seek, but I cannot seem to find Why must I hold onto hope that somehow I will achieve what cannot be achieved? No matter how hard I try, How much I wish, Perfection will not come true This isn't a fairly tail, A prince is not searching for me with the perfect shoe, That will solve all my problems and hand me a happy ending No, no Reality is far different And yet the fantasies keep me going Keep me believing that someday I will reach a point where I'll stop putting myself on overdrive And hoping for perfection Choosing to work myself until I break down, It's neglection, And where is the happiness when I hardly smile and mostly frown? Being the best among the best It's a test, One that I must not let control me One that must not cover my heart, And remain on my chest. By: Melissa Paiz

It's ok, but let me live alone now

It's my healing now ,🥺😭

Permission to use this to my presentation po thankyouuu

Still the victim

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Ty i just wanna say it helps with the feeling but as i say my life is difficeld

What a beautiful words. I wish you a friend like this

N BE VISIBLE BE DIRECT BECOMING BEST THAT'S NICE THEN ALL WILL BE GOOD BETTER BEST AM I TALKING WITH CC OR OTHER CREATURE IF IT IS OTHER CREATURE PLEASE MOVE ON I DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY TIME ENERGY MONEY N

M-Murray here! very beautiful, happy my track could accompany this poem 😊. 100% relate to this need for purpose, finding that balance can be difficult, very relatable and also reassuring

You offer to god your sorrows. Tell god I am sorrowful. Tell god give me joy. This you offer to god

Get lost you creep mere pati ke paav ki dhool barakar bhi nahi ho 😡😡😡😡😡

妳可以回來了嗎？我會離開的，下午就離開，妳小舅對妳很好，他會很難過

能把詐騙說到像詩歌還讓神挺你們！了不起啊！

這些讓謊言由社會與論去評斷，事實讓我們去證明！科技的進步讓妳心生歹念，我倒霉我發現的早！會指使妳去對付妳家的人是什麼人？會顧厲妳賺錢，不管怎賺到的，有人錢就好！？幾歲了！？真不想遇到妳，不幸再見面時我絕不借過！儘管相信光碟吧？能讓妳良心不安的好過一陣子，也能讓妳后悔不已遺憾終生！

當我不看評論時，我會讓妳知道渺小的人是誰！

終於明白妳如何看待這個家！大家等你的同時妳先表示懊悔同時再思考如何起死回生？能幫你的是身邊的人，不是評論！妳以為妳贏了！？實際上妳失去的比死更難過！我不會同情妳

妳要家四分五裂，沒有人對妳不好，我會把事全說了！我不再顧及妳了， 我該保護自己了！

家人若當我瘋子，我就說事實,,我想看大家的表情，妳剛才還問我能沒事嗎？，我說沒事，家人沒睡在等妳！我一轉身妳就騙？妳旁邊智囊團腦袋裝大便，自決定

我沒要妳來，妳向所有人預告來的目的，其中有人說我幸運，有人要我珍惜！結果妳並不是來我這！我成笑話，三次，這三天三次，越玩越開心

原來又避重就輕變相再傷害我一次！

原來又避重就輕變相再傷害我一次！

妳又不選舉！妳解釋什麼！？

You are not a alone i

Trust me! nomore...and take care, goodbye

From now on, your affairs will have nothing to do with me! No explanation from now on

Such contempt! No matter how hard I work for you...! Don't even give me a little bit of dignity! OK, will this happen again next time? ! I will definitely help him! You want to scream

What does it mean? Explain the process? ! First of all, you don’t care about my feelings! This is merciless harm! And then he said I can do both? ! But I never was! Is it because he failed to meet your requirements and instead blamed me? ! Do you want me to help him grow in any way? Can I successfully pass your test? !

I know everything, your feelings and thoughts, so you don’t have to worry so much. You won’t look unhappy. I believe you have absolute control, so you are free! I don’t have to worry anymore, silence is better than sound at this moment! Let's not talk too much. I wish you all the best.

I will not forget you, but I will stay away from you and not inquire about you. I still hope you have a bright future.

You're not alone and you're so much loved by God our heavenly father. I'm praying for you. Be happy smile cos tomorrow is never the same tomorrow is gonna be exciting fulfilled with GOD's love and joy. God bless you ❤ Be strong and shine okay yes you can, with God everything is beautiful, with God anything is possible Hallelujah❤❤❤

I promise to embarrass myself in public

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What a beautiful poem

And that's exactly how I feel government and humanityou. Have someone else to love in this world. And it's not the savior it's not the creator I'm detaching from humanity because I wasted my time. My love, my caring my input. You all want to destroy yourselves? You want to kill each other? I'm just touching humanity.

Michael u broke my heart when u left me and went back to kim. This was rude and uncaring. If u r happy with kim then I hope u will stay happy. What I do not need is u screwing with my phone. I am having health issues and I don't need this so if u ever loved me then stop. It is not my fault we r not together. U did this to.yourself. know thst a part of my heart u will always have. U were my very first love. Me,.you and Betty Smith that day. I will never forget u. I will always have love in my heart 4 u. U need to forget having me now. I am too old 4 the drama. My health can not handle this. Enjoy kim and know mistakes were made we can not change . I will always remember.

It's really hard to fake it that you're okay. But what can you do, it's the only choice you have to keep going.

I feel your pain 😢😢

Very touching

So baie het hierdie donkerte oorwin. Jy kan ook. Veg daarteen met die regte wapens. Jy is meer as daardie verpesting wat jou jou lewe wil ontneem. Ons laat soms toe dat ons lewe gesteel word. Nee ons is hier op aarde geplaas om te lewe. Ek glo jy het al baie hieroor gebid maar gee ook jou kant en veg daarteen, die duiwel het ook n groot aandeel hieraan en moet met wortel en tak vetwyder word. Ek bid vir jou.

Gaan jy vir behandeling. Jy kan nie so aangaan nie. Jy kan nie alleen bly nie. Hoekom is jy so hardkoppig. Kom bly by my dat ons sien of dit nie met jou kan beter gaan nie. Jou lewe sal verander en sal n totale ander koers inslaan. Jy kan nie so aangaan nie.

Miskien moet jy n beter leefstyl aanpak. Die eenkeer toe ek jou gebel het het jy nie geantwoord nie. Toe stuur jy vir my n stemboodskap, in watse toestand. Ek was so geskok, nooit dit van jou verwag nie. Ek sukkel nounog om dit te verwerk. Hoekom, ek weet nie eers hoe baie keer jy in daardie toestand is nie. Die feit dat jy alleen is is jou eie toedoen. Hoe lank hoop ek dat jy jou opwagting gaan maak maar nee te vergeefs ten spyte van al jou beloftes, "I see you soon" hoeveel keer het jy my so vir n gek gehou. "I will take you out soon" ens. So kan ek menige sulke voorbeelde noem. Moet ek trots vol daaroor. As jy so min dink van my om sulke beloftes te maak en dit nooit nakom nie, hoekom gaan jy aan. Probeer jy n gek van my maak, probeer jy my treiter, kry jy genot daaruit of wat. Ek wil net vir jou sê ek het nooit getrou nie maar nooit is ek so deur n man behandel nie. Almal het my nog met respek en menslik behandel. Ek sê vandag dankie dat die Here my gespaar het van waardeur jy is. Ek het net verwag dat dit waardeur jy is jou sou anders laat optree het. Liefde word nie mee gemors nie.

Hoe op hierdie aarde kan jy my verwyd terwyl jy in 9 jaar nooit jou voete by my gesit het of my gebel het nie. Nooit persoonlike kontak gemaak het nie. Ag nee wat nou het ek nog minder hoop vir ons. As jy dink ons moes gevorder het op die manier wat jy as man dit hanteer het, dan is ek jammer, dan het jy geen idee wat n verhouding is nie soos ek al jare terug vermoed het. Hou op om my te beskuldig of die bal na my toe te gooi. Weereens wil jy geen verantwoordelikheid aanvaar nie. Jy het gesê jy was nie n goeie man vir jou vrou nie so sal jy ook nie vir my wees nie.